Veritas

You want the truth? I am moving on. The sudden boom of growth has come of my surroundings. I've watched the closest and most important people in my life move on, get married and create life. It's an interesting process to be a part of from an outside perspective. Although I envy certain characteristics of those situations, I have to step back and appreciate what I have been given. Maybe I'm on the road less travelled and I suppose that makes it that much more special however, Kerouac didn't prepare me for the events proceeding the inevitable. Being single with no strings, a thirst for culture, a need for love and grasp on reality, there is shockingly very little opportunity to obtain a human connection. I have been granted the divine right of experience and life with no cause but my own but there has always been something awry. Of course there have been a select few people and things that stimulate the need for challenge but I was coming up short for some reason. Self reflection has become a pivotal point in my life. Genuinely accepting the people and things in my life for what they are has not only turned a page but created an entirely different chapter. Accepting myself, knowing who I am and what I deserve brought even more clarity. I have loved, created passion, lived for me and only me. Now, the once empty soul that was thought to be full actually is. I am finally moving toward the goal of most individuals, happiness. Growing with the people closest to me and even sometimes moving past them has been trying. I can finally say with conviction, the truth.